Wednesday, December 18, 2013

My dating experience with different signs

First and foremost I'm not saying people are who they are because of
their sun signs, moon signs or rising signs. Theres a lot that can
make people who they are, their backround, their experiece with
''love'' and how they define it.
So this blog is about how my relationships were with some guys that I
dated in the past according to their star signs.

I'm a leo and as they say you cannot be a complete sign, we all have
some aspects in us where we have all types of signs in us. I'm
focusing onsun signs not rising or moon signs.

Leo - I dated a leo guy years ago, he was my first f*#ckd up boyfriend
but it was ayyyyyt. Nothing mor to say about him,we were young.

Capricorn - Boy oh boy talk about disaster. I was fire and he was ice.
He loved me, real talk he did but his love wa sick, for a bright
positive leo , he was drowning me in his negativity it was so
depressing. He didnt understand me and he was at times cold,
insensitive and distant. I'm not saying all capricorns are like this
but he was psycho, he didnt want to let me go, I dumped him like a
billion times but he just couldnt take it, he was possesive,
controlling, obsessive, clingy and depressing but he finally just let
me go and I was relieved....wheeew!

After him I took a break from serious relationships and kind of
''socialised'' with a couple people, and I did my best to avoid
another capricorn that was all over me OMG not again.
Anyway then there was a

Sagittarius - our ''relationship'' had no affection ,it was nothing,
we were just fooling around until I got sick of him and he left and
suddenly he showed up and wanted to be with me on a serious note, he
was different, he was clingy, he was all over the place, he called me
exccesibly and i just didnt take it. I didnt know Sag had that side on
them because they are always so free spirited.

Then there was the fish

Pisces - it wasnt love for me I guess but I didnt know he was inlove
with me after I have broken up with me. one word I can describe that
Pisces. DREAMY. My goodness , pisces are so dreamy , I was sick of it.
It was over.

Virgo - I dated a virgo after pisces, not immediately but after a few
months. I loved that guy, I think he was the first guy I trully, whole
heartedly loved but m observation with him was insecurity, he was so
insecure and somewhow I dont he believed that he could be loved. The
reason why it ended is because of Virgos testy nature , oh I know he
was testing me on several occasions but me being a typical leo, I was
fed up, it back fired on him. He lied accusing me of seeing other guys
and I wasn't and he knew I wasn't , he kept pushing my buttons by
telling me ''facts'' that I was seeing other guys in his crazy
insecure ocd mind of his, but I dint do what he thought I would, beg
him to not leave me because I was sooo faithful and I loved him blah
blah , you know, because virgos want to comforted for nothing. So I
pulled back and pushed him too, it hurt real bad but I was/am grown
and mature for some stupid test games and put the guilt on him and
started calling him a liar that he was by accusing me of some guys
knew nothing about, I pushed so hard , showed him how stupid he was
and dumped me cause I'm bigger than his games. He started chasing
after me and apologising blah blah but I never took him back. Nope

and after that stupid Virgo drama ..... Hehehe ...... i started dating
a Scorpio, I'll keep it short even though it was crazy beautiful and

Scorpio - That one was beautiful at the beggining, he treated me like
a queen and I treated him like a king, but he was a bit childish at
times and I used to tell him. The problem is the lying and the
cheating. Damm he was a controlling, lying, cheating witch. He was
good to me though but he played a lion, really. Hahaha ...well leos
love does turn to hate in a second. I lashed at him with the harshest
words , I dont care if I hurt him, he had the guts to come back and
apologise, just imagine. I lashed at him 10x worse.

Anyway .... Thats all with all the typical signs I've been with.

I'm still waiting for my Aries man. But I think I'm dating a cancer
now .... By mistake. Its still day 1.

*Eunice B. Ngwenya*

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Make up bag

My talent

Yes I made this
Diy on my youtube channel
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Saturday, December 7, 2013

My experience of a Cheating guy

They say all of us have been cheated on we just might have never found out. Yes someone in your past or present has cheated on you. Don't b in denial it happens.
So I, Miss ♌♥ Sunshine have been cheated on. Yes me. And oh.... Its not just "cheating" its CHEATING. Yes with capital letters.

So I've been dating this guy for the past like 8 to 9 months and honestly, I wouldn't call it love but he made happy, that's the truth, I was happy with him.

The beggining of our relationship there was a big RED FLAG that I over looked, yep he had a "girlfriend" he used to call baby, love and all those other names and I asked him about it and he said, Noooo, she's so into me and I broke up with her last year (the previous year) but she doesn't want to leave me alone but I'll end it her, oh yes he actually did "finally" end it with her and then "our" relationship moved on "peacfully" until I found out that there was another one, oh same old story I broke up with her but she's so obsessed with me you know "because I'm hot" well he didn't say that but seriously he's not irresistible.
I saw the texts of him telling her to leave him alone but yea she was a bit obsessed with him, that's crazy, she was crazy.

So what happened after that is the flow of "our relationship". You know when he's so nice like the best boyfriend of the year type, I was happy to be with him until after many months when I forgot about the other girls, but still in the back of my mind I knew that he was probably cheating until his "girlfriend" called me and said omg I have his phone, are you his girlfriend and I said yes and she said I'm dating him too and then I was like you can him I don't want him and she said no you can have him.

Ofcourse yukkk.... I don't want him nomore. She started texting me telling me omg you should see his phone he has so many girls that he's texting and I said you know what, we should meet. So us being big girls we met and when we got together his phone was full of sex talks with many girls, most of them asking him for money, others for transport and sex and more sex and it hit me. Oh my god.

I don't use a condom with him, I asked her and she said no, we don't use protection also, so as we were reading the text I notices that he loves having sex with just anybody and that he kept asking for it from so many girls and he was actually sleeping with them too. My heart dropped and I was like if he's not using protection with all of them, this could mean one thing. HIV AIDS, STDs, STIs and all of that. When he came to a place we were at I couldn't help but beat him up.

Yes I know, I stooped very low but it was bound to happen. I was so mad more than I was hurt and that poor girl, I must say she loved him more than I loved him, she was hurt deeply. So now I'm waiting for the HIV results, I wonder if I'm positive or what? I pray to God that I'm clean and that I'm not positive. I know I'll get over this beacuse I've been through worse.

So this is me sharing my story with you.
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Friday, November 29, 2013

Keep breathing

You wait in darkness for answers that you can't see.
You know what you deserve, you're wondering why your life is not what you thought it should be, when the night breaks, your heart still aches how can you face the day.

You just.

Keep breathing, you'll make it. Don't give in, you're not done yet. Sometimes all that you can do is keep breathing and believing, don't let go just hang on tight a little longer, when you feel like you're dying.
Keep breathing.
Don't give up. Don't give in. Don't let go.

When every moment is almost more than you can take, you've got know some tomorrow will bring your breakthrough. This is the reason why you got to get through the day, when the night is gone you will be strong.

Keep breathing

With every breath, you're bringing home, you're letting go of all your doubt, when nothing is easy you got to keep going, even when you don't know how. You don't have to know how.

Keep breathing. No! you are not done.
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Saturday, November 23, 2013

Storage box (DIY)

#Hashtag Yes I made this

Floral fabric storage box.

For tutorial go to my channel at, next time I'll put a direct link to my homemade/handmade/DIY staff.
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Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Simple body scrub recipe

Very easy

These are probably the things we all have in our kitchen.
This easy body scrub works for me and it make my skin very soft and it removes dead skin too.

So this is it.
In a container 4 table spoon of your table salt and mix it with a lemon juice. (Pour as much lemon juice you can, for the mixture to blend in very well)

I usually use it after I have made my skin wet either with taking a shower or a quick bath, them I wipe my skin dry then I scrub my body with the mixture then sit for about 10 to 15 minutes then rinse it off, my skin couldn't be any softer.

****** ☺ You can ask questions and leave your comments. Thanks *******
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Tuesday, November 12, 2013

The benefits of aloe vera plant for thin edges

Aloe vera plant has been in my parents house backyard for many years but I never bothered to use it.

My mom used to peel of the leaves of the plant, take the gel inside and boil with water. Yes boil it in a pot mixed with water and drink it. She once told me it was good to clean the stomach (constipation). I never wanted to drink it at all but she once forced me and I drank it and the taste was yuck.

So all these years I never used it until I saw my sister use on face, almost every night. Then because of me being me, I had my own ways of using the plant.

* I used aloer vera gel to grow some thin edges I had on the left and amazingly it worked.

What I did was peel of the side of the plant and one side of it and rubbed the gel on my hair, you can cut bigger pieces of the plant depending on the size of your hair. I let it dry for like 20 minutes and then I rinsed it with water, I did that for many days, it took me atleast 1 month to see the difference. I know it seems long but its a sure a good way of saving money and just having patience with the plant on your backyard.
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Saturday, November 9, 2013

Dealing with insults

Have you ever been insulted for whatever reason?
Well I have, many times when I was in high school but recently some guy insulted me and because ofcourse no one is ever ready for insults, I wasn't either.

So my reaction was shock but I didn't let it show. I was surprised how someone can be so closed minded and act they are all perfect.

Being insulted is not a good thing, but I slightly smile at him and answered him on my point of view, because at the end of the day we all have different opinions of point of views to anything, I eventually walked away from him.

The thing about insults it doesn't matter if they come from a stranger or someone you know, you just have to remain calm and be nice don't make the situation escalate because you'll make the other feel like they have achieved something by insulting you, ignore it and act like it doesn't matter, yes it can hurt a bit but you know better, you know yourself better and it doesn't matter what people say, people are going to talk even after you die people will still be talking.

if you're comfortable in who you are and you know yourself better, you will get yourself together and keep moving, one mistake or one insult doesn't have to stop you from enjoying the present.
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Friday, November 8, 2013


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Monday, November 4, 2013

Dreams and their meaning

Dreams and their meanings

I'm a dreamer, a big dreams, I dream almost every night. Yes it is
said dreaming is a good thing but at the same time, dreaming can be
cause anxiety when ones dreams dont make much sense and the urge of
having a dream interpreter rises.

I'm black and I live in South Africa and there are many
mordern/western websites that interpret dreams and I do go them to
check and understand what my dreams could have meant but at the same
time, I'm half Swati and half Zulu and in South Africa we have
culture. So as much as many dreams can be confusing, I also have to
remember that in my culture ancestral ''thing'' is followed. I call it
a ''thing'' cause I dont know what to call it.

So as many dream ''interpreters'' say that dreams do come from God and
others ofcourse fromthe enemy, the devil and in my culture it could my
ancestors sending me a messege of some kind.

This can be very confusing especially because I'm a big dreamer, and
sometimes I get to a point where I just dont care about the messege in
the dreams that dont make sense but only to just believe that God is
in charge and that if some dreams come from the devil, he will
definately help me in some way.

So my point is not all dreams are supposed to make sense, not all
dreams are from God and yes sometimes you will dream about the
deceased and if you believe in God like I do, then you should
definately leave all those nightmares to God through prayer. Amen.

*Eunice B. Ngwenya*